Dear jumjum...

  I feel like the one thing I thought I was good at was just proven to be something I suck at. Feel so embarrassed and small and talent-less. Also, I've always known that I'm such an airhead compared to my siblings. And because of that I've been trying to follow the news daily but I guess after years of neglect, I need to work harder and seriously start reading more serious stuff. 

  Being here makes me feel like such an idiot and that my skills here are so insignificant. But I came here to be challenged. Therefore I'm gonna start seriously challenging myself to be someone I myself can be proud of.

*atm*