one fine night a few months ago
i couldn't sleep...
so i went through my "sentimental drawer" and found this:
my old diary! (well, not THAT old actually..)
i started on this one back in 05...but stopped after early 07.
reading through it that night, it REALLY brought back a lot of old memories..stuff that i don't even remember.
there was one entry about me calling this old flame of mine, whom i liked a lot back in d semenanjung days..the whole thing was about how he sounded like, what we talked about.........there was even this big sign at the bottom of the page that said "btw this all happened at 13.03.06 at 9.10 pm."!!
reading that, i was like, seriously?? i havent even thought about that guy in years! and well..i guess it made me realize that no matter how much something may mean to me now, chances are a few years later it'll be something a look back and laugh at. so yeah, after that night i guess i became less paranoid, and now things dont bug me so much anymore =)
i also promised myself that i'll start writing all the important events in my life again so that i'll never forget..it's different from writing in my blog cause i cant write EVERYTHING in here, can i? plus i can look back at how my writing progressed..........or degraded! and when i'm old and gray, at least i'll have something to read and smile back at! so yeah..i'm currently working hard trying to update all the stuff that happened since then. man that's a lot!
this was from my "1st time going to the cinema with friends" entry..with ger, maybel n siew wen..it was just after UPSR..how ironic! (i feel SO old)*atm*
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