dEaR jUmJuM...
arrgghhh~~!!
april's gone already.
been soo busy with this n that this whole month..
grrr.
this is smthng i found a few days ago,
jotted down sometime last year, yet never had d time to post-
wretched memolings!
do u know d feeling of a sudden, overwhelming rush of memories- roused by a simple tune/ a certain stare at an unusual angle of a piece of furniture/ being at a certain place?
hmm...no, i rephrase that: the word "memories" is inapropriate in describing it...it is more of a "memories+feelings" variety- a "memoling". explained simply: lying in bed dozing off, when the tune plays..even before the lyrics start, my body twitches, n i feel choked with emotion..it isn't EXACTLY a memory coming back to me; it is more like a familiar, depressed feeling that i never thought i'd be able to experience again- nor did i WANT to feel it again. At first, i question myself: why? it then takes a while for me to realize- oh THAT! h then i feel as if i am being brought back to an old self, lying in bed crying, after hearing the tune, which was then my message alert. mmm...d simple power of music in summoning long-ago times. n i go, hmm..yeah! those were my crazy, misty days!
*atm*
